I found out over the weekend that in addition to having a tablet (which now thankfully has filters!), Ethan has had an Ipod at his dad’s with a Snapchat account. I swear, every time I turn around, it’s another bullet in his gun!
I called Mark this morning to ask about it and find out what other social media Ethan is signed up for. Our conversation went like this:
“Social media, like Facebook?”
“Yes, you know- Facebook, Snapchat, Twitter. What accounts does he have on his Ipod and tablet?”
“None”
“Really? Because this weekend, he told me he has SnapChat on his Ipod- he is connected to Boozehag (Mark’s 4 year long distance “cover”)”
Oh yeah, he has that, but I didn’t sign him up for it.
Well, who did?
I don’t know.
You didn’t ask or tell him he can’t just sign up for accounts without getting a parent’s permission?!
Silence
OK, so you were aware he has it.
Well yeah.
But you just said he wasn’t signed up for anything.
No, you asked me if I signed him up for any social media, and I haven’t.
(The circle talk and semantic games are dizzying before my second cup of coffee!)
Ok, let’s try again. How long has he had it?
I don’t know.
1 month, 3 months- what’s your best guess?
Probably 3 months
Ok- how have you been monitoring his activity?
What do you mean?
Aggh!!! At this point, I want to smack the back of his head through the phone. This from the man with adult friend finder and Little Red Book accounts!! I won’t bore you with the rest of the dialogue because if you have ever been or are in a relationship with an addict, this is probably sounding very familiar.
The upshot is this: My son has been completely unsupervised on Snapchat and I later find out in the conversation, Instagram. Awesome! No one told me but apparently his boozehag is connected to my son she can keep an eye on his activity. Seriously?!
Given Snapchat images leave no trace or history, that would be pretty hard to monitor.
This conversation happens the same day I get an email from my attorney with a draft of an agreement from his attorney saying I agree to release Mark from the treatment requirement and no internet in his home portion of our marital settlement agreement.
Given its all proven to be ineffective and unenforceable anyway, what difference does it make, right? Wrong.
It would require I un-see what I have seen, un-know what I know and un-hear every lie I have been told. It goes against every protective maternal instinct I have and I can’t do it. I won’t.